I want my family back. My family turned their backs on my children and myself, they even post pictures of a horrible person who broke up my home. They do not understand everything that has happened and I feel blame me for everything… I miss my god child, I miss my family I had a close bond with them and if I did anything to hurt them I wish with all my heart they’d forgive me and we could move forward to be a family again. I have forgiven them and it’s been hard alone with five kids… I’ve tried to apologize to them done right in many different ways and my husband is still in my kids and my future… I don’t know what to do to have them forgive me and look at the bigger picture … how could they turn their back on my kids? On me? We were family…